He picked me up and never put me down again.
The next morning was his graduation. Most people would’ve missed it. Most people would’ve panicked, called the police, maybe turned the baby over to social services, and said, “This isn’t my problem.”
My dad wrapped me tighter in the blanket, grabbed his cap and gown, and walked into that graduation carrying both of us.
That was when the picture got taken.
Most people would’ve missed it.
Dad skipped college to raise me.
He worked
construction
in the morning and delivered pizzas at night. He slept in pieces.
Dad learned how to braid my hair from bad YouTube tutorials when I started kindergarten because I came home crying after another girl asked why my ponytail looked like a broken broom.
He burned approximately 900 grilled cheese sandwiches during my childhood.
And somehow, despite all of it, he made sure I never felt like the kid whose mom disappeared.
Dad skipped college to raise me.
So when my own graduation day finally came, I didn’t bring a boyfriend. I brought Dad.
We walked together across the same football field where that old photo had been taken. Dad was trying very hard not to cry. I could tell because his jaw was doing that tight, flexing thing.
I elbowed him lightly. “You promised you wouldn’t do that.”
“I’m not crying. It’s allergies.”
“There is no pollen on a football field.”
I didn’t bring a boyfriend. I brought Dad.
He sniffed. “Emotional pollen.”
I laughed, and just for a second, everything felt exactly like it was supposed to.
Then everything went wrong.